Well I want to say it has been an adventure. I believe that having that kind of experience means there are highs and lows-peaks and valleys.
Finding my way here really started when I became a Mother. But how this started isn’t what I had planned or thought it would be. I was a Mother when I lost my very first pregnancy. That transformation for me was life altering. I truly believe that losing pregnancies and birthing my girls cracked me open. I thought it was completely up to me to patch myself back together. I did it for a while on my own, until I couldn’t anymore.
Motherhood brought up all the things I thought I had tucked away safely-I lost my identity, my purpose and put myself last in every facet of my life. That cycle continued along for a few years and then I faced secondary infertility. I knew things had to radically change because I was making excuses for why I couldn’t pursue anything-I put myself last.
My first monumental intuitive hit was when I was on an acupuncture table and heard the word “doula” probably 100 times. So I immediately went home and searched what that job entailed and felt immediately connected to Postpartum Doula work. It felt so natural to want to support families in this truly sacred experience. There is so much newness in having a baby that needs everything from you. And also these new roles as parents, that no one can truly prepare you for.
I had received my own distance Reiki session (and was skeptical) and felt so calm and had so much clarity. It inspired me to look into becoming Reiki certified. So I took the leap into Energy Healing. The attunements were so grounding for me and when I began to train and share this energy it was so gratifying.
Unexpectedly during an Energy Healing session,I connected with my client’s passed on loved one. I wasn’t really able to integrate what happened for a few weeks. Flexing that Intuitive muscle unknowingly led me to sharing signs, symbols and messages from spirit. I do believe Reiki, my commitment to myself and my learning helped my innate gifts finally feel safe enough to be seen.